Thinking of My Girlfriend...

*Wind gushes*

*Calvin with that lovesick face*

In moments of sleeplessness,

as I'm totally not gay...

I thought about my girlfriend...

*I can almost hear all the gasps and cat calls wee wit*

"Hi I'm Calvin. I'm predestined to fall in love with you."

What a Christian pick up line meant just for me!

But seriously, I wonder how I will ask her to be my girlfriend.

Then reality sets in.

Will it affect my church ministry and studies? (I've seen enough couples...)

How on earth am I going to maintain the relationship when I study in Australia?

I can't bring her along.

(this also means none of the KBU girls are on my lists=p)

Even if keeping in relationship via facebook or other virtual technology

How I can be sure that I will not be seduced away?

How do I know even if this is not just a crush that never grew further?

I'm so crushed! Like some cookies...

Anyway, ever since the thought that I like (love) someone came

I made the stand not to do anything

And let God handle it.

No girlfriend.

No boyfriend.

I'll just be a friend.

I'll just be a brother.